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oh, valley

 of the shadow
of death

thy name is Kidron

whose brook became
My Son’s rubicon
flowing near to Gethsemane
and
not a stone’s cast
from the Mount ‘twould be-
come My Son’s waterloo (well
ington-wise, i.e.) Who’d rule
with an iron rod

what of He, exceeding

sorrowful Body on the Tree
even unto death
that winepress of suffering

as He wilt

betrayed, since He was wont
neither wist they
what to answer Him, for

He prayed to

be led not out of temptation

now and
at the hour of His death

obedient, allegiant

with angelic sustenance-
strengthened spirit, although
edenic flesh
weakened the will, still

heaven and earth might pass away
but the Word

Never. . . .

oh, let not My heart be
troubled, to think upon It
for He knew

not His will but His be done.

  

in Plate's wash water

 

floated My Son’s sins

 

:  innocence, obedience

   allegiance

   and long sufferance

 

while the chief priests, scribes

and elders

circled round, in a frenzy

smelling

 

blood in the water, although

‘twas theirs

 

not His, and yet

 

not all alone Whose mother

stood outside the praetorium gate

and heard

 

from he who sitteth in the seat of

Gabbatha, “see ye to it”

 

the flagellated snap of

the CX whiplashes on Him

bound to the pillar

 

 

 

Who used to succor at my breast

 

yielded He

His back to be beaten,

His beard to be plucked,

His Mother to seek help from He

 

Who dispels disgrace

 

whilst His flinty face shielded He

not from buffets nor from the spitting

so that His blood

 

be upon them and upon

 

their children

witnessed, a scourged Jesus (Who

 

   suffered them, to

   come unto Him) and whose

parents’ bloody deeds

live

 

long ever after

 

   

ecce Verbus!

 

cloaked in regal purples

garlanded with glorious thorns

 

spat upon by blinded eyes

smitten with a royal reed

knelt before by unwise men

 

My Son utters not

 

an Empyrean Word, of distress

casteth off not

the inconsolate plaited crown

spiked with 3”

 

Spinae, from Parkinsonia aculeata

:  tissue tearing, scalp flaying,

   fault finding,

   fissure splintering (as if planting

   a cross

   on a skull)

 

and yet

 

-- neither their slings

    nor arrows

    can pierce Us –

 

    not His vellum

    nor My velum --

 

meant to be

merely chastised, at best

 

for being Zoroaster the Lesser,

or a false Mazdus, so they said

 

but

made to be sin without sin

instead; thus

 

behold,

this is the

 

Lex of the Jews

 

lo, verily led a Way

 

to the canyon of

the Shadow of

 

Sorrows

 

toward His

personal holocaust

where He’d succumb to

 

their scorched earth policy

 

My Son staggered

neath the load

of the world’s most cruel cross,

smitten by Love; He

evensang

 

:  Thy will be done, His theme A

 

to their theme B, My wannabe’s be-

wailed laments, from station-

ary spurned to stationary strickened

 

 

 

for who alone canst

heed the Cyrene call?

Rufus? Alexander? who wilt

lead the Way?

 

Onely, He

carries His shame

on a lower-case t, crossing

 

the narrow pathway up

the hill

where they flew a flag

 

of black

but there He raised,

the One of White  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

DDC

 

and then some

 

of the massacred innocents lay

in that cold concrete room

on the floor

while the gases cleared, overhead

overheard, the Word, over-

all the Lamentations soldiers smirked

goosestepping back to Herod’s hall

 

their mighty work just begun

 

the echoes of the mothers’ cries

:  Rachel runs round about the cities

            weeping

   her clothes rent, ashen mouthed

                         mourning

   hair streaming, eyes screaming

                                       comfortless

   through Bethlehem and all

   the borders thereof til

 

Herod’s shifting sands from the upper hour-

glass chamber to the lower of

 

 

 

 

the other, Pilate stands, in place, in

all the H’s shadows . . .

a little off, to the side, in space and time

before My Son

 

and wonders in his heart,

“who do I say He is”

from Galilee

 

shall He be

entombed, lie upon

a cold slab too, suffocated there, as

well exhaled, His last gasp

 

expired

like all the others

MMMMMM

 

and then some

 

 

by Carl Winderl

2967 Evergreen Street

San Diego, CA  92106 – 1404

619 – 849 – 2417

carlwinderl@ptloma.edu

 

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